Today’s reason is
I always swear I’ll change my ways, but I never do.
I promised myself yesterday I wouldn’t tell any lies. For just one whole day. It didn’t work. I went for about two hours before I just had to. It wasn’t even a needed lie. I just lied for the hell of it. It didn’t make me sound cooler, it didn’t achieve anything at all. Really. It was pointless.
I think I may just be addicted to lying. It’s not a good quality to have. I lie for the rush of it, I guess. Knowing someone could find me out is kind of exciting. Maybe I just lie because I wish the lies were true. I wish I was that girl. Or maybe I lie because it’s what I’m used to. I don’t do honesty. It’s not me.
I have an idea of a different way to go about this. Instead of promising not to lie, today was goal is to tell at least ten truths.
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